I was married because my mother wanted a wedding and I wanted to get on a boat badly. I was obsessed with it. My husband was just a vehicle. It’s quite calculating in hindsight but when you’re an intuitive it’s as if decisions don’t come from normal standards, they charge unbridled. Independent of the person. A force of their own. Hindsight helped me understand why my life has been so strange. Every place, job, change, was made intuitively and I never knew what I was doing. I just did.